The J-Man Files

Thoughts from the mind of what some people call a crazy canadian girl.

Friday, November 12, 2004

Seasons of Life

I have come to the solid conclusion that God indeed has me here for a purpose and for a definate season of time. A season far longer than I thought it would be or even could be when I left home in September. So as it stands right now, my family and I are both in agreement that we think it's Gods will for me to be here for at least until September. I do realize that I will have to go home at sometime, but for now I am more content in this place than I have been anywhere else in a really long time. Now that this question of me staying or leaving has been leapt over I feel a huge sense of relief and freedom, but there's also a small degree of feeling a little overwhelmed. God is good and definately wants to grant us the desires of our heart. For whatever length of time that God has brought me here for, I am fully going to enjoy it to the max.
God has done so much in my life since I've come to Luton. Exactly two months ago and almost to the exact hour I first stepped off the bus at the station and nearly got right back on it because I didn't like what I saw at first. God has definately taught me to look under the surface in every aspect of my life and dive in deeper before coming to any conclusions. He's taught me to be thankful to Him in every circumstance and continually bless His name. Life hasn't been easy since I have arrived here. It seems like something happens every couple of weeks to make me want to pack up and go home, but God has seen me through and so has the support, encourgagement and love from my awesome friends here. I can't thank you guys enough! You are incredible people!!
Well, i am greatly looking forward to my weekend. Karen has agreed to let me use her bedroom for the weekend because i need a break from the dorm. I don't know if i'll get much of a break, but it will definately be a good change of setting. I'm looking forward to the home environment feeling though! Blessings to all this weekend! Much love!
Jana

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