Busy Busy and More Busy

Sorry for the lack of silence over the last 3 weeks. I know being busy is never a good excuse, but with me being in a new role and 2 weeks ago finding out I now have even more responsibility to contend with, things have been hectic. I am still enjoying it though. Staff Training has been occuring over the last 10 days. This is also why I haven't blogged in a while. I've been leading every session that has been occuring. I am no longer a lot inimidated to speak in front of a big group of people! There has been a lot of guest speakers and it just hasn't been me, but I do announcements and the "serious" aspects of the staff manual, and I lead the meal times and all sorts of other stuff. I deal with discipline issues and hand out work projects and the list goes on and on. Camps start on Monday and i can't believe that it is coming so fast. I've been at camp for 2 months already- my summer is half done! This last week, I experienced the biggest feelings of inadequacy and inexperience that I have ever felt....it was literally crushing. God is good though, and through the speaker we have had at our evening worship chapels, God used her to speak directly to me.....or so it seemed. God has choosen me specifically to be here for this summer and what looks like at least off and on for the next 1. 5 years. I may not have the experience that someone in my position usually holds, but God has given me the talents and abilities to make up for the experiences so that I can do my job effectively. I need to continually admit that I'm not able to do this with out God and if it wasn't for Him, I wouldn't be at this camp right now. I need to cling to this fact and hold fast to it. Thank you to everyone who has been praying for me the last few weeks. Please continue to do so as my role fully evolves come Monday. Please pray that I will find a healthy balance between leader and friend among my staff as well. And I will try to update more than every 3 weeks!