Feeling very inadequate as a writer on my own blog! I read everyone else's, and their's are witty and funny, and mine just seem plain dull.....it could be a reflection of my life at the moment....yes, a little dull. However, there have been a few things that have been thrown into my life over the past day that could prove to be quite exciting if all the details can be worked out satisfactorily.
I've been surrounded by constant complainers lately, or those who aren't willing to admit they were responsible for their actions. It's been really quite annoying really, and not sure how to deal with it all in a calm and mature fashion.
As well, this next year is going to be extremely busy. I'm going to have to take a full course load, find some sort of stable part time work, adjust to once again living back in Winnipeg with new housemates, try to graduate with some resembalance to having honours or the deans list, figuring out what to do after graduation, and deal with the intense feeling that all I can think of is going back to England: Some would say obsessed, others would say it's possibly a God thing, and right now I say it's kind of distracting! My life for the time being in here in Canada, in between Caronport and Winnipeg for the next 13 months, but i'm impatient for life outside of uni to begin and wanting to go back to England long term just doesn't help things at the moment. Some people here in Canada don't think i have realistic expectations of wanting to go back to England because they think i've built it up in my mind and that i'll be sorely dissapointed if i return there.....which doesn't make matters any better, because as much as i do think they are wrong, part of me feels like they could be right which scares me. Plus to top it all off, i have to stay out of certain people's ways to make sure they don't think I am too controlling (they said it not me) - some of you know that story and other's don't, but for now that is alright.
Quandries, Quandries,Quandries....what to do about them?