Some of you know and some of you don't know that I have been struggling lately being connectedspiritually in a church with solid preaching and with the lack of a cell group to be in (the one and only viable church option for me in Caronport does not have small groups). It's sad to say, but I can't remember when the last time was that I was solidly challenged by a sermon. It could have been in Winnipeg over the last 6 months, but more realistically, it hasn't been since I left Luton. I'm still attending church,I haven't given up on the possibility of hearing a really great sermon. I enjoy the worship. However, what i am decidedly lacking in right now is fellowship to help challenge me in my growth and to share one on one my struggles and triumps. Not having personal fellowship with other believers in a small group setting is really taking it's toll on me spiritually.
I don't really know what to do about it at this point, but I know something has got to change soon. I'm starting to feel like a gold fish that has been out of it's bowl for too long and is craving water and oxygen to survive.