The J-Man Files

Thoughts from the mind of what some people call a crazy canadian girl.

Sunday, January 29, 2006

Nothing to0 Exciting

I really don't have anything amazing to report to you all this evening. Tomorrow i am starting my 4th week in my internship. It's crazy how fast time is going by. All 6 of our uni sports teams lost this weekend in their respective sports. Going into work on Monday morning may not be the greatest experience to date....they all played terrible apparently (5 of the 6 teams did not play here at home).
The lack of solid friendships here is really starting to take its toll on me. I miss my friends in england tons somedays and i keep wondering and asking God when i'll get to go back (even for a visit), but he seems to be pretty quiet on that front. I still say it's not everyday that you connect on so many different levels with a group of people like i did in my short amount of time in Luton. My friendships with people from camp haven't been the same since it was decided that i wouldn't be going back to camp this summer - i miss being able to laugh with them the same way or even talk to them normally.
And I miss my former housemate sooo much as well. We were at camp together and then we lived in the city together...we spent so much time together and then to have to leave and go without having her around was a tough adjustment - however, i think she is coming to visit me in 3 weeks, and that will be a huge blessing to me.
So, what does someone do for friendship and companionship when there is no one around this town to have either with? I'm starting to literally .save my pennies for that visit to England, but I can't let myself become obsessed with that either if you know what i mean. Yes, God and I have gotten to spend quite a bit of time together lately, but those of you who know me know i am a very social creature. So, the dilema i am facing due to my lack of any type of a social circle is becoming someone who looks very much like Emma Thompson's Nanny McPhee from the same titled movie...only lacking the magic to create that much desired social connection

2 Comments:

At 3:54 AM, Blogger Karen said...

Miss you too! Just when I need some one to talk to as well. Hopefully will catch you soon. Got lots to talk about!

Kxxx

 
At 7:43 AM, Blogger gill said...

i miss u so much aswell. will have to have a long msn chat or email chat soon and catch up.

love youxxxxx

 

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