Not Sure Where This is Going

I woke up this morning with a general feel an uneasy spirit. I woke up a little earlier than i have for some weeks, but i think that is also a good thing considering my internship starts on monday morning. Do you ever feel like life, or more specifically people are passing you by? This is what I have been feeling for some days. I think it is because I am so far removed from everyone and everything. Caronport is not exactly at the centre of the social circle. it's almost been a year since i left England. Looking a people's pictures from their new year's parties made me feel quite sad on what i have missed out by not being there. I had hoped to be back there by this time, but God had other plans. I've left Winnipeg and all my friends there for the third time in 3 years and i'm out of the loop with everything going on there. And now, i'm no longer part of Camp Arnes life because A: Not returning to camp there due to cricumstances not in my control and B: I couldn't afford to make the trip out this last weekend for the summer staff reunion.

My question is: How do you know when you are trying too hard to cling on to relationships?

Don't get me wrong, there are still loads of people that i communicate with between all of these places (and you know who you are) and your friendship and love means so much to me.
I just feel like people and places are speeding past me, and i feel like i am never going to be able to catch up to them. If the same internship i'm about to do- if the same bible college could be placed in any of those above mentioned places, i would be quite happy. I know God has put me here at Briercrest Bible College for a reason. I have always had a passion for this athletic department, but I need people and those who have supported and prayed for me over the last 3 years, and yes, some of them are here in caronport (well one at least), but most of them are not in this province or this country which is tough.

Do any of you ever have days like this? I know that sometimes being where you know you are suppose to be is the toughest thing to get through because God has something great for you to accomplish, but i know the devil certainly doesn't like it and will do whatever he can to throw me (and you) off of God's plan. So, i cling to the fact that God has something great planned for me here for at least the next 4 months and i keep trusting that from there, wherever he leads me, will also be a great plan for me.