The J-Man Files

Thoughts from the mind of what some people call a crazy canadian girl.

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

I've come to a conclusion over the last several days, life is like a constant merry-go-round....it feels like you simply spin around day after day having people get on and off and once again back on. Confusing, frustrating, some tears and i'm feeling a little dizzy at the moment. Merry-go-rounds are suppose to be fun, but what i'm feeling at the moment is something like the time where i went to the fair for my birthday party in grade 3. My sister and i went on the tilt a whirl ride and we simply hated it becaused the ride went a little too fast for our liking and we couldn't get off. Does anyone else have these sort of weeks?

A lot of people have been asking how I have been feeling health wise lately. To tell you the truth, i've been sick and in a lot of pain. My medication has now run its course, but i think i need to go back to the doctor to get a new perscription. I hate being on meds, but if it makes me feel better, then i gotta do it.

Being back at work has been an experience. I really enjoy for the most part where i am re-employed, but today at work we had some really rude and very demanding ladies at lunch....i think i must have logged walking close to 4 km between the kitchen and my serving tables because they were so picky. In my line of work though, you have to take the good shifts with the bad.

Uni classes are going to be busy, but pretty dull. My 3 hour lecture this afternoon was pretty bad....it took everything within me to will myself to stay awake. During out break, i had to go in search of a pepsi so i could stay awake.

Like i said, my life is a merry-go-round out of control and there are many more things going on in life that i don't have time to mention tonight. I'll let you know if this crazy ride ever slows down in order to let me either breathe or get off for a bit.

1 Comments:

At 3:16 AM, Blogger Karen said...

Bless you much right now. God is with you when the picky ladies lunch too. Sometimes shifts change just because of prayer.

Much love to you for sticking with it and the 3 hour lecture, I couldn't have done that! Kxxx

 

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