And Just Like That

It's almost amusing how a streach of good days can suddenly turn into a day of not so much pleasantness. The day did start out quite nice, but with one somewhat not so nice email that had quite high expectations for it being favourable before recieving it, it all changed in that instant. From there, i found out that yet another set of my friends are as good as engaged (she got a promise ring last night, but it still makes 3 couples in the last week to be now getting married).
I also realised today just how shallow my university "friendships" are. I use the term friendship loosely because they really aren't grounded in anything solid. They really are only people to pass the time with between our classes. i don't see them outside of class and didn't communicate with them while i was in England. I guess you could say that i am lonely for some "real" friends and companionship. Camp people are spread out from one place to another and i don't see any of them on a regular basis because we are all so busy. Plus for those of you who know about other certain situations...i'm pretty sure it's gone bust completely. A little dissapointed and not sure what to make of it all at this point, but whatever. Just don't want to close myself off from everything either.
Well, i have a paper to write that is due on thursday and i have like only 3 sentances written at this point. I hate writing papers. Bonus for me....a week left until i get to go home for thanksgiving!