Specialist Appointment

Had my appointment with the specialist yesterday. He wants me to have an ultrasound on wednesday morning at the hospital. He wants to check for stomach cancer and other possible cancers before we go on to other tests. I was fine while sitting in the doctors office, but cried once I got to my car. I don't know why I cried, maybe bcause it scared me to hear the word cancer again in connection with me. Maybe it was because I had a friend die of stomach cancer last summer after only being diagnosed with it 3 months before she died. However, I am most likely sure that I do not have stomach cancer (or any other kind of cancer) and the doctor just wants to be sure. In any case, I do have Jesus to see me through it all. On the good side of things, my new doctor is a very nice man and he made me feel at ease during my appointment. I actually felt like I was being listened to for a change.
I found out yesterday as well that I won't be a program director at camp this summer. I'm not sure now where God is leading me in the next few months before I go back to university. I need to keep trusting that he had a better plan for me than my own doing. Which isn't easy when I thought I had been told I would be going to camp this summer and it was just a matter of finding out which one I would be at. However, my parent's pastor's wife who is like a second mom to me has become my job finder agency for me. She has in the last few days given me lots of email addresses of camp directors and other people who are still looking for staff for the summer. I find it funny everytime i get something else from her, but bless her much for her efforts on my behalf.
I did a few more hours in the athletic department today for my dad. Found out that the mail room for the Bible college messed up the 1000 envelopes that I had stuffed for sports camps that the college runs through out the summer. My dad's secretary and I spent all afternoon restuffing them in the mail room so that they could be sent out tomorrow. I was a little frustrated with this, but it was yet another good lesson in patience......Thanks for that one Jesus.
Hope everyone has had a good week. Have a great weekend, and be in touch!